To not have to think about the term paper, after it was the main thing on my mind for days feels really, really strange.

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Where (and on what?) did I spend the 60 EUR which are missing in the my review of this week's expenses?

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The next (and last for a few weeks) bigger thing on my mind the "housewarming" reception at our new Green Party office on Sunday. I'm still surprised that I manage to keep out of the bickering and fighting between some of the persons who just don't get along. I could take sides, but why should I? I honestly don't care that much about if the cupboard should be put on the left side and the shelf on the right or the other way around. I care about the office looking somewhat presentable and about the reception flow smoothly, meaning that there is enough to eat and to drink and that I give a decent welcoming speech. I think my health and my sanity will thank me for keeping myself out of the quarreling. I still have to work on the "who is who" presention for the flipcharts, but not tonight...

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Because tonight will be "chill out" night for me. I might finally finish the update for my fanpage, but besides that... watching TV / DVD, reading, eating (the first thing after I've finished this entry) and just being completely lazy.

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Why do I have an immediate positive connection to some peoole? In who's presence I feel just like me, without low self-esteem, without nervousness, without doubts about what to say and how my words will be received? And why are there people who even after years of knowing each other make me feel like some stupid, incompetent, worthless, fat little girl? Or is it just my very perception of them? And of myself in their presence?